Diary of a Girl. Based on a True Story
I am a girl who now lives in Dubai but I am from Pakistan. My birth place is Dubai itself so I’ve passed my whole childhood in the streets of Dubai, 28 December 2008: I went to Bangladesh for the third time to meet my relatives over there. I was travelling from Dubai to Dhaka with my family. When we reached the airport, I saw father’s relative to receive us. Then we went home where I saw him for the first time. There we stayed for 13 days and came back to Dubai on 11 January 2009. 27 June 2011: By hard searching on social network, he found me on Facebook and we become friends. Firstly I didn’t recognized him but later in, I came to know that he is the one whom I met a couple of years ago. 3 July 2011: I started to have feelings for him as I always wait for him to come active and chat with me. He had the same feelings for me as he liked me from the very beginning but at that time, I wasn’t aware about it. Then the time arrives when I can’t hold myself by saying that I’ve started to love him, so I confessed it. [ Read: Excruciatingly Painful Love ]
Firstly he said that I am a kid and all those but on the very next moment he confessed too that how much he loves me. We were as sweet couple as piece of white forest cake. somewhere between 2011: I was in Pakistan and used to message him daily and he used to reply me daily. We were so much happy. Then when vacations ended, I came back to Dubai. After some couple of weeks, one of my uncle came to know all these and he said everything to my father, then my father said that he will see my account by evening, but what I did, I deleted every statuses and messages and showed him, he was like, a kind of okay. 2012: I created a new personal account so that we can talk easily, and that account is still in use. Then I’ve to deactivate that too because of my own silliness. I was innocent that I opened my facebook account on my mom’s cell and didn’t logged it out, but somehow I handled the situation. 10 June 2012: My father announced to me and my sisters that we are visiting Bangladesh soon. 25 June 2012: Our flight was a connecting flight. Dubai to Karachi and Karachi to Dhaka. I was like a kind of happy to meet him for the first time after relationship.Well, we reached Dhaka. 27 June 2012: We traveled to Khulna ( a name of place in Bangladesh) via train and I was so much happy that I can’t describe.Our journey was of 10 hours I guess as I don’t remember it. Upon reaching the station, my father saw two boys coming, one of them was HIM and other was our cousin. I stepped out of the train and I greeted him and was a kind of shy. [ Read: ONCE THERE WAS A BOND…BROKEN BY LOVE ]
While going home, I used to see his face in car mirror after every interval. Well after reaching home, I was so shy to talk him first so, I sat with parents and chit chat with rest of the family members. 28 June 2012: I was in drawing room, he saw me there so he entered the room too. He then asked me DO YOU LOVE ME? and as I was so much shy and had no guts to reply him I said I DONT KNOW. He then asked that why had I deactivated my account and I gave him one word answer,and the answer was MAMMA. Well it was not good enough, but at that time, butterflies were flying in my stomach because I had a conversation. End of June. I used to wake up and everyday I have to search for him that where is he and when I see his face, I used to be so much relaxed. Days passed where we lit the candles, watched television, had dinner together and the days were just awesome. Start of July: Some more relatives came to our place to visit us so there where total 17 members in home. 5 July: We had a kind of feast at home and on that day his mood was off so at the dinner time he was not having his food so I went to his room and there I saw his red face of anger. For the very first time I said ” jaan, khana khalo warna myn apnay haton sy khiladungi” it means sweetheart, eat food or else I’ll make you eat it from my hands. He was happy and he came to the hall and had his dinner with me,he was sitting beside me and I was really feeling good. 9 July 2012: They day arrived when I have to cone back. I really don’t want to, but I had no other option. Tears came in my eyes at that time. 9 July 2012, 05:00 pm I was ironing my shirt when he came, landed his left hands on my shoulders and kissed on my right cheek. I was shocked but I said THANK YOU. I still remember the moment, i can feel it now also. Then we went to train station here talked a lot and at that moment i was happy because i had my first kiss but i was sad obviously because i have to leave him. [ Read: True story of love, promises and search ]
Days passed and we used to have video calls whole night, our love is unique. And still i did not met him. His parents know about me and except my mom, everyone knows. I love him so much that if anything bad gonna happen with him, my heart warns me before and I say him that do not go there or do not do this. Once he had a picnic with his friends but I forbade him to go as I was having a fear in my heart. He listened me and did not went, while his friends went, and on the way back, that bus had an accident. On that day he was so much assured about my feelings that how much i am attached to him. [ Read: The Most Beautiful Thing About Life is, that, it Moves On… ]
